Unbearable Pain: My Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a